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First off, let me say I really dislike doing artist's statements. That being said, I paint because I'm drawn to it and grew up around art and artists. I have this burning desire to create. My mind is restless and I'm always thinking of new things to paint and different techniques I want to try. No matter how discouraged I may feel at times, I continue to paint and experiment.
I love color and shapes, also movement, so I mostly do abstracts. I have a restless mind and will often move from style to style. I know this is frowned upon, but I have a very short attention span. I tell people I have art ADD. My style can be summed up best by artist and author Herbert Sieber - "Why should I care about style? When I start painting, I never know what will come out." That pretty much sums up my creative process. When I'm inspired to start a painting, the piece usually takes on a direction of its own. Sometimes conflicts have to be overcome, but at other times, when I'm in the moment, not really thinking about where the painting is going, I just let it take me where it needs to go. That's when it's magical, when I don't have to think, I just have to do. If I think too much, I usually mess it up.
I'm drawn to and inspired by the unusal and unexpected. I draw heavily from the abstract expressionist movement of the 50's that was taking shape in New York. From Pollock, DeKooning, Mitchell and Diebenkorn.
Someone recently commented on my work that I "used color and mixed media objects without fear". At first I didn't know how to take that statement, but I then embraced it. My mantra is "no fear", it really captures who I am as an artist, but it's also contradictory. I recently wrote about myself:
- I'm fearless, but afraid,
- I'm an outsider artist who wants to be on the inside,
- I want to do beautiful art that is at the same time out of the norm or dare I say not appealing to the masses,
- I want people to love my art, but don't care if they do,
- I want to show everyone, but no one.
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